4.10.2012

Money dont grow on trees.

Sooo....
I went to the mall this weekend.
And now I'm depressed.
seriously everything I saw I NEEDED.
But I dont have any money to shop right now.
hmph :(
They have the CUTEST shorts at Pacsun,
and I need some new shorts DESPERATELY.
So here are a few of the things I would have bought
if I had the money...
Pacsun
Shorts:


Tops:




Urban Outfitters



I could seriously go on & on and post pictures of all the cute things I want.
But I wont bore yall with that.

So anyways...
Remember how I told yall that I'm not sure what I want to do with my life.
And how I really want to work at the golf course again this summer
until I figure out what I want to do...
But I was worried because I dont know if they'll need me cuz
they hire new girls all the time....
WELL....I've literally been texting/calling/messaging/ my old boss nonstop!
Annnndddd he said he'll probably have something for me in May!
WEEEEEE!
That means I wont be poor for much longer!
So much weight lifted off my shoulders from a single text!
I feel like I can breathe again!

Okay I typed that 2 days ago ^^
Mom called last night, & we talked about living situations,
I wont be working until mid May, I have to start paying for my own rent
& everything in June, which is $1000 or more with everything.
And I need to renew my lease if I'm staying here, & the least I can do is 6 months.
I have no idea where Kyle will be so I dont want to commit to be here for
6 months, not knowing if I can even afford it, & not knowing if Kyle will be here.
I cried a lot last night, And I literally have to decided where I'm going to live
& what I'm going to do with my life in 3 weeks.
I'm so overwhelmed yall.
:(

12 comments:

  1. Love the shorts and tops. Especially the 5th top. Very cute. Congrats on getting your old job back. Sorry that you are overwhelmed. It will out all work out. I go through times like that and always pray and things always work out. Good luck. :)

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  2. I NEED those red shorts. Don't cry, girl. Everything is going to work out the way its supposed to! Just keep thinking "I'll get through this and figure it out!" Good luck with your decisions!!

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  3. ditto to what Shannon said! :) Everything will work out!! Thinking of you!

    xoxo
    Kristen

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  4. Hope everything works out for you!

    http://allthelittlethings3.blogspot.co.uk/

    XXXXX

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  5. I always have the problem of finding a million things when I have no money and nothing when I do.

    Good luck on making you living decisions.

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  6. hope everything works out, girl! :)

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  7. I know exactly how you are feeling right now... I just packed up and moved my entire life to Washington DC (from NC). It sounds romantic and totally awesome, but in reality I am living with people I don't know (for free as a favor to my mom) and my internship ends in mid-May, and if I don't have a job by then they are going to kick me out of their house... It will all work out exactly the way it is supposed to. Remember live in the moment and enjoy all the time you have right now! And in 6 months, these next three weeks won't seem so bad. Promise :) Chin up!

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  8. Awww :( I'm sorry you're going through those times. Hope everything falls into place soon!

    xo,
    janmloves.blogspot.com

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  9. I love the UO tops,

    I love golf courses, what a fun summer job.

    Sorry you're overwhelmed, it'll all work out, promise!
    Tab

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  10. I hope everything works out (and I'm SURE it will)! I graduated last May, as did a lot of my friends, and it seems absolutely terrifying for you now, but it'll get better! It's always scary when you're approaching a new situation, but months from now you'll be looking back and laughing at how scared you were.
    Internet hugs! :)

    Andrea
    Left brain, right brain, pug brain.

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  11. haha if only money grew on trees right? im in love with the shorts! xo

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  12. Love the tribal pics!
    flatsmeup.blogspot.com

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