Every now and then life throws you a curve ball and you have to make really tough decisions.

At the age of 26 i’ve officially learned that life truly isn’t fair, 

and sometimes things happen… 

 People will enter into your life and completely alter it without your consent or control… 

or maybe you do have control, 

but you just have no idea why God placed them there or what their purpose in your life is,

Questioning if they are supposed to stay and be a big part of your life, 

maybe even your whole life…

or if they were always just supposed to be temporary.

I guess there will always be unanswered questions in these crazy lives we lead,

 and maybe it’s better off that way.

Shout out to Jesus. 

For loving me even though I fail Him every day…

For pushing me to make tough decisions and grow from them…

For blessing me with a TRUE friendship when I needed it most…

 For providing me with a husband that sees all my flaws and loves me the same…

For a family that supports every decision and goal I have…

 Going back to what I said about life being unfair,

maybe it’s only felt that way lately because i’ve been relying on myself too much and not on Him.